today is a day of a lot of thoughts for me...was rushing to tutorial...
just happen to make up my mind...i so damn sick..sick...sick of studies...god damn...really hate to the core...i have never enjoy studying since primary sch..esp in NUS..I have smoking my way through...really tough...
I made up my mind...i really not going to study anymore..this is my last freakin year studying...not going to tough the damn boring and think textbook...I dun care if ppl in the society around me is to look at me from the perspectives of my cert...
I feel so control in my life esp this period of time when i am giving tuition...i am in control of finance..i am at a liberty to buy myself luxury.I really hope to go into society and work..and pursue all the interesting things and interest i have always interested in...Travelling,Sports and meeting interesting ppl...
So i will not make myself so stress just because i cannot make it in studies..most impt is to be happy...Learn as much life skills as i can...
just try my best in this last freakin year..and most impt be happening..and lead a meaningful life...Life is suppose to be interesting and fun...
Happen to see the new ipod...nano..damn cool..saving up...man..
looking forward to this sat ball comm dinner at holland village and sun lifesaving team training at sentosa..
here i comes..fun...
